第六章 (第4/5页)

twantus.Ifshehadsomethingonherside，don‘tbeangrywithher.Doodlesaid，sobbingtearsalongmyforeheadandleftitonhismouth.

    Ilovetoholdmydaughtercloser，putheronthebed，Iandshelyingonherlittlebed，Duducuddleme，mumblingdaddon‘tgetangry，slowlyfellasleepwithtears.

    Lookingatherface，Ifeltmoredistressed.IwasmoreupsetwhenWeiHuadidn‘tgohomefornoreason.

    Whethersheischeating，Iguessinmyheart，ifitisnotbecauseofmydaughter，IwillgodirectlytoHarbintofindher.

    Mydaughterwantshermother，butshedoesn‘twantmetoquarrelwithhermother，soshecomfortsmewisely.Myfatherstillneedsherdaughtertoenlightenme

    Formydaughter，Islowlycalmdowntheangerinmyheart.NomatterwhatWeiHuaisdoing，shewillcomebackafterall，soIwillwaitforhertocomebackandfindout.

    WeiHuaandIhavelivedanordinaryandlightlifetheseyears.Fromlovetonow，althoughthereisnogreatlove，thereisalsoasmallbridgeandflowingwater，withharmonyinpeace.

    Iturnedoffthelightinmydaughter‘sbedroomandkissedhertearfulfacebacktobed.

    Thisthorseoneday，allthesethings，oneselfghostbodyIfeltbreathless，putonmyclothes，gentlyopenedthedoorandwentout.

    Atnight，thewindismuchsmaller，butthetemperatureisstillmorethan30degreesbelowzero.Thefreezingtemperaturemakespeoplefeellikeinthefreezer.Iwalkonthesidewalkofthecommunity，andtherearenopeopleontheroad.

    Underthestreetlamp，thebranchesbesidearecoveredwithfrost，andthesoundofcrunchingandtramplingonthesnowunderthefeet，thestarsintheskyaredenselikesesameonsesamecake，andthebreatharoundthemouthturnsintowhitefogoutside.

    Inthispieceofheavenandearth，Istandunderthenightsky.Idon‘tknowwhoelsedoesn‘tsleeplikeme，butit‘sdifferenttimezonesandplaces

    Wastossingandturninginbedunabletosleep，torecallthebookatthebeginningthatsoundslikethechuangtzu‘sdreamhadadream，thereisnobelow.

    Ialarm，valiumturnedupandtookoutapieceof，thinkbreakinhalf，thenbreakofhalfateaquarterslice，liedownandlookedattheceiling，thethoughtsstillfriends，dimlyheardsomeonecallinghimself，vigorously...

    Lookedatmyheartahappyaround，Iwaslyinginbed，hearingvoices

    Ihearawoman‘svoice，strong...

    I‘mhappygiveearrecognition，kiddo，that‘sright，kiddo，kiddotoseekme，kiddoislookingforme，Ihappysatupfromthebed...

    Rightah，howdoIinthebedroom，alsovigorously，soundmoreclear，kiddocancometomyspace

    Icarefullytoidentifythedirectionofthesound，theheartjumpquicklywithexcitement，feelhotfaceup.

    Itrytocalmyourselfdown，kiddowhereareyou，Iwhisperedtoasked，voicecontinuedtocall，butdidnotanswerme.

    Doesitsoundisaone-waytransmission，Icanhearthesoundofakiddo，shecouldn‘thearthevoiceofmyhere，Iresistedtheexcitementandanxiety